Monday, January 10, 2011

9.23am cant slp...放狠就在心里。。想发xie

~~~reach home 3hour d..but feel cant slp..dont know why i can chat wif belle my story of my past...i m sorry to her cause i oso asking her past...mayb in my heart still cant put down my past...reli i not bad when i younger,but why now my family so many promble...if my grandmother still alive i reli 好命。。not so rich but my grandmother got my father reli like a fuck..!!! know how to find char bo,know how to judi,know how to drink,know how to beat my mum...!!!hate hate hate i hate themmmmmm....!!! think think no have them oso no have me now...my family all man no use..brother oso sama father oso same no use...!!! hate hate hate...i care u all i love u all but who care about me..!!! me oso human have feel pain have feel tired have feel hurt too....pls la..dont give me too much problem i is a human not god...!!! everthing cant do it...find me..me is a human not god..sien...sacritice all what i have now none nothing...i respect i dont wan scold..i respect cause u is my mummy&papa...but reli hope...care me some more,me oso have feel,me oso wan ppl to sayang...pls think about my future...me 13years old going to outside work who care me everday eat maggi who know?when i sad who care? give ppl bully who help?sick who take care?mummy hope u can come back..laciou lang hope u can keep ur attitude!!! 真的不想长大.... donno why i very down now...曾经自暴自弃过...谁愿意失败,失败在失败?sometime i so jelous my friend cause them family have soflness,blessedness but i dont have...!!! haizzz...sad dont wan said d..if wan say long long story never finish...1 words 同人不同命~~~

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